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[Friday November 24th, 2006 6:05pm] [ music | Mario Vasquez- Gallery ] Well guys....I guess I'm the out cast now! I love my family, I really do....but I do love Michael too! Everyone says I have forgot about my family, and that I put Michael first. But ya know Michael is my boyfriend and I am suppose to put him first....he is my everything. It hurts my feeling to even think that they would talk about me and say such mean stuff. I'm sorry to all that I've hurt....but I like spending time with Michael, as much trouble as we've had I love spending time with him and I want to be with him. One day I am going to be Mrs. Bowling! & I can't wait! But just thought I would let ya'll know what I've been doing! I'M SORRY GUYS! read (2) cmnt

[Monday October 9th, 2006 12:58pm] I'm not really sure if anyone even keeps up with this LJ stuff anymore....but I have so much to talk about! I no longer work at sykes, I quit out there because they are assholes and I hated that place. You guys don't even know how bad that place is, and I didn't really understand and know how bad that place was! I worked there for 6 months and that was enough for me! anyways.... I miss Amanda Rose, I haven't seen her since like the week after I quit. I tried calling her like 3 times but her cell phone says it's been disconnected! So I don't know what's going on there! But I do know I miss her though! But I do spend alot of time with my Nea, she's the greatest....I love her to death. Last weekend Brit, Summer, Michael, and myself went over to Hogwild....that place is not the greatest, but it's okay! Now on to my love life....I love Michael to death, he is the greatest I couldn't ask for a better guy! We've been talking about moving in together, so I guess we are gonna try that out! I got him a cell phone so I can talk to him, when he's with his asshole of a friend. but I'm going to go watch Lake House and An unfinished life! read (2) cmnt

[Friday September 8th, 2006 12:06am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | 3 doors down---here by me ] Well I haven't really gotten on here much in the past few months....my life right now is pretty plain. I quit my job at sykes and I'm trying to get on at Lowes....so hopefully that will go through. my relationship with Michael gets better and better by the say. I love that boy more than anything in this world...I can honestly say that I am in love with him, no doubt about that! but I'm going to get back on myspace... I love you Michael David Bowling! read (0) cmnt

[Sunday July 9th, 2006 3:58am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Dixie Chicks--not ready to make right ] I ma leaving for the beach in 2 hours! YAY! read (0) cmnt

[Monday July 3rd, 2006 5:22pm] 6days----beach!!! read (2) cmnt

[Saturday July 1st, 2006 4:08am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Josh Turner--me and god ] Well my little live journal looked so sad so I thought I would update this and let everyone know that I am still alive! Amanda, Renea & myself have been "house" shopping....lol...but we have not yet had any luck! We found a house that we really like...but the guy basically said because we have 3 cars we were out of the running for this place....which is bull shit, because we can fit like 5 to 6 cars in that driveway and have room for more...but anyways....found out tonight that Britt and Summer are going to go look at both places that we looked at tonight....I personally don't know why they need a 3 bedroom...when there 500 2 bedrooms in the news paper....but of well...we are going tomorrow to talk to my land lord to see if he can find us a place to live! So cross your fingers! Me and Michael are doing good...we had a litte bump in the road...and I thought we weren't going to make it through but we did and we are better then ever! I love that boy to death...he's the greatest! I honestly don't know what I would do with out him! Well work is going good I suppose! Jason is leaving August 1st to move to Florida...I don't know what we are going to do without him...I'm going to be sad! Well we leave for the beach in 8 days and counting down! WOOHOO! But I'm going to go give my little myspace a visit! I love you guys! read (3) cmnt

[Thursday June 1st, 2006 1:36am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Rihanna---unfaithful ] I'm kinda slacking on this updatin LJ thingy....myspace has occupied my time here lately! Well this past weekedn Sam, Meisha, Michael and myself went on a campin trip to the ol cwood! It was great we had so much fun! We went rafting down the river jumped off a rock into the water, and best of all made some new friends! Michael and myself are doing good...we had a little bump in the road the past few days, but I think we are okay now! But anyways I'm going to head over to myspace for a few....then heading to bed...Sam and I have to get up early to set up our new pool that I bought today! I love you guy bunches read (1) cmnt

[Tuesday May 16th, 2006 2:30am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | I bet you can't do it like me ] Okay so let me tell you what has happened to me! Okay Friday I go to Walmart,I'm walking down the isle...who do I see...Yeah you guessed it...Ricky...so I just walk on,go to Layaway to see Spring...here he comes! SO I just proceed to talk to Spring....he goes into the bathroom comes out and pecks me on the shoulder! He asked me how I was doing and for some odd reason if I had a b/f...Totally surprising...I said yeah, and I was happy...I told him that there was no reason why he even needed to try to get with me again...because I tried over 3 times and he didn't want anything to do with me....Why now? So IDK....but that didn't even make me want to even think about going back....it didn't even make me sad like all the other times before...I am so proud of myself! But Michael is so amazing...he has just made me totally forget about Ricky...He has actually swept me off my feet! And I don't even know how...because I was so in love with Ricky...I didn't even want to think about another guy...BUt I gave him a chance, slowly letting my guard down...and I am totally falling for this BOY! ♥you read (5) cmnt

[Monday May 8th, 2006 2:11pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | nothing ] Okay so my life is great right now! I don't think it could be any better! I have a wonderful b/f! A great job! The 2 best friends a girl could ask for! well anyways on to my update! Well Friday I called into work, I went and got Michael and we came back here for a while! Then we went and got my sister and took her to Meisha's! Then we went to Walmart to se my spring, came back here and layed around and then went to his house and layed around! Saturday I didn't do anything, Michael went to his friends house to watch a fight, so I went with Renea and Summer to high knob, Seth's grave & China Cafe. Then I came back home, waited for Michael to call and I went to bed! Sunday I went and got Michael, came back here, layed around, went to see Spring! Waited on Renea, went to walmart again, and went and rented a game for the Xbox, played cards, and then I took him home! I had a great weekend I hope everyone else did also! ♥ me read (4) cmnt

I stole this from....shawty! :) [Friday May 5th, 2006 2:27am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Daniel Powter--had a bad day ] .Y0ur M0ther is always with y0u... ..She's the whisper 0f the leaves as y0u walk d0wn the street... ...She's the smell 0f bleach in your freshly laundered s0cks... ....She's the c00l hand 0n y0ur br0w when y0u're n0t well... .....Y0ur M0ther lives inside y0ur laughter... ......And she's crystallized in every tear dr0p... .......She's the place y0u came fr0m, y0ur first h0me... ........She's the map y0u f0ll0w with every step y0u take... .........She's y0ur first l0ve... ..........y0ur first heartbreak... ...........& n0thing 0n earth can separate y0u... N0t time...n0t space...n0t even death! read (0) cmnt

yOU HAVE my HEArt... [Monday May 1st, 2006 12:57am] [ mood | amazed ] [ music | "lips of an angel" ] Well guys I'm sitting here in amazement! Hard to believe I have found someone that totally amazes me and I haven't about RICKY in a long time. I think I do like this boy. He must be doing something right to make me forget about ricky like he has! But I'm not complaining at all! Well my job is going great. I really do like it out there. At sometimes it's kinda stressful and hectic. BUt I like it. I like the people too! Well I got my nose pierced,,,&....I love it. It didn't even hurt that bad! But I'm goign toget off here and watch "In The Mix" Love you fellers! ♥ you read (4) cmnt

[Wednesday April 19th, 2006 12:51pm] 0Kay...s0 yeah I am still alive! I d0n't have time t0 d0 anything.....I just w0rk and c0me h0me! haha Speaking 0f w0rk it's g0ing great! I l0ve it...there are s0 many nice pe0ple 0ut there! There is this guy that has caught my eye...I d0n't kn0w why cause he's n0t really the type that I w0uld g0 f0r actually! but I just think he's s0 cute and s0 nice...IDK! I guess I will just see what happens! anyways I'm g0ing t0 eat and get ready f0r w0rk! l0ve y0u guys! read (2) cmnt

[Saturday April 8th, 2006 1:33am] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | NeYo--->When your mad ] Okay so my new job is going great! I have met some great ppl and made some great new friends like Amanda....she is hilarious...she is so ghetto though...I love her! But anyways...tonight I took my first call...I was so scared and nervous....my stomach was in knots! lol but after that it was okay and not so nerve racking! Anyways...I miss my Walmart girls....the only one that I ever talk to anymore is Spring...and on an occasion Jessica...I miss her terribly...but our schedules collide! so yeah! But I do miss em like CRAZY!!!! Anyways...Spring. Melissa and myself...have been hittin up THe Fizz...lol....and guess what I met a guy....and he's not from Walmart and he's not someone that I have known forever...I think I like him...he's so nice! But IDK....I guess we will find out what happens when it happens! So yeah! I'm excited to see what happens with this one! But anyways I'm gonna get off here and see if I can get a hold of Spring! I love you guys! read (10) cmnt

[Thursday March 30th, 2006 1:58am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Dixie Chicks- Wide Open Spaces ] Okay so far I love my new job...it doesn't seem bad at all! I will though stay for the payday...unless I can get another job at Verizon....or someplace like that! That's the only way I will quit! I miss my girls at the Walmart....so so so much...I just want to cry sometimes...I don't know what I've done leaving them like I did...that's one thing I do regret...I love them girls...(Contessa, Brenda, Cassie, My Jess) I miss em so much....it makes me so sad to even think about it! I love you guys!!! read (4) cmnt

[Tuesday March 21st, 2006 1:19am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Rascal Flatts---what hurts the most ] Okay so my life is begining to come alive again! I thought I would never get over anything...but I have! With the whole Ricky situation, I have let go, to a certain extent! I still love him don't get me wrong...but us getting back together is not my main priority right now! I am going to try my best to move on and find someone new to love! I have started my new job at SYKES...and I think I am going to like it! I love the class that I am in...the people are great! They are so fun! Even if I don't like the job itself...I can learn to love it just because you aren't going to find many places that you can sit on your butt all 8 hours and get paid $8/hr! Unlike at walmart I would have been there 2 years in mAy and I was only making $7.21/hr ANd I worked my butt off! At sykes I will be making anywhere from $60-80 more on a payday! Don't get me wrong I all ready miss the people at Walmart...especially the ones that I was so close to! I miss em terribly! but I will go see em every few days....with the exception of Jessica...I will see her every day! I have to I miss her if i don't! lol! But I'm going to bed....much love guys! ♥ ME read (6) cmnt

[Wednesday March 8th, 2006 1:03am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Rascal Flatts--what hurts the most ] Well as some of you guys may know...I'm quitting the FABLOUS world of walmart! I hate that damn place....people don't even understadn how much things have change since we got that damn drill sargent and then we had to go and become a supercenter...and make things more complicated and more work. I just don't understand how things could change so much from what we were and what we are now! But I know I hate it! I think changing jobs will make me a little less stressed and make things Ricky and I better...when I get away from that place! Another thing that is bothering me is Contessa thinks I have been talking about her...the only thing that was said is Tyler and Jennifer think that they have been booted out of Layaway now because Contessa is comming back....which I told them that I didn't know, but I didn't agree and I didn't disagree either! So I don't know she hasn't talked to me in like maybe a week...so I don't know what's going on there! I know I should move on and try my best to love someone else...but I just can't! I can't make myself love someone else! I love him with everything inside of me! And that makes it hard for me to move on and love someone else! I just don't know what to do about myself! I have a feeling deep down inside that one day we will be back together, then again I have the other feeling that's telling me to not even worry about it! But the feeling of we will get back together is out weighing the other right now...so I guess...I am just going to wait to see what happens! I will go with the flow! I worked at the Service desk tonight...I believe if I didn't want to leave so bad I would tell them to move me to the service desk...because there is a part time and a full time position available there! I know in the past few months I have hurt a few people and I am sorry, I just can't make up my mind and know what I want...I can't make myself love someone else...and I don't know why! I'm sorry you guys had to be caught up in my mess and be apart of my life for that...I'M SORRY!!!! Welp I'm going to bed! read (6) cmnt

[Wednesday March 1st, 2006 4:29pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Keith Urban--tonight I want to cry ] I am a really confused person right now! You how you love some one and you will do anything to make things work...that's how I am feeling right now! I love Ricky with everything in me and I just can't let him go. I don't want to let him go...I know if I wanted to I could but I don't want to. He is everything to me....no one compares to him in my eyes! In my eyes he's everything...and I love him and I want to be with him...but I just don't know if that is going to happen! I wish with everything in me that one day we can be together and be happy! But I'm starting to doubt that! I know everyone is like DAMN just let him go....but if you have ever been in love and actuallt loved someone you understand what I am saying....I wont be able to let him go until I am ready and I am not ready! I love him...I still do and I still will until the day I die! I love you guys! megan read (6) cmnt

[Monday February 27th, 2006 12:45am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Keith Urban- tonight I want to cry ] looks familiar.. 200. My name is: Megan 199. I was born on: January 3 198. I am a: Girl 197. My hair color is: brown/black/red 196. My eye color is: brown 195. My shoe size is: 9 194. My ring size is: 8.5-9 192. My height is: 5'4 191. I am allergic to: nothing =) 190. I live in: wise 189. The last three books ya read: idk; 188. My bed is: uhh....most of the time the couch 187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: confusing 186. I am glad I'm my sex because: idk. lol 184. My Best friends are: great 181. Three things I can never resist are: mexican; pepsi; flip flops 179. My favorite pajamas are: idk; 178. A perfect kiss is: with Ricky :) 177. The last three CDs I bought are: Carrie Underwood 176. Last song that made me cry was: Rascal Flatts- What hurts the most 173. I could not live without: friends .. family 172. My most treasured possession is: pictures 170. What did you do last night: went 2 matts 169. The funniest quote I know is: i dont know any funny quotes =( 168. The quote that sums it all up for me is: uh, no clue again 167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Tan -I Do/Do Not Believe in- 142. Love at first sight? maybe 141. Luck? sometimes * 140. Fate? idk . i guess 139. God? Yeah * 138. Aliens? Nahh 137. Heaven? Yes * 136. Hell? Yes * 135. Ghosts? haha, yes. 134. Horoscopes? Yeah * 133. Soul Mates? Yeah * -Which is Better?- 129. Hugs or Kisses: kisses 128. Drunk or High: Drunk until the next morning 127. Phone or Online: uhm . . phone * 126. with/without Hats: depends . . unless the first time i meet someone they have a hat on . . then i dont like them without one??? 125. Blondes or Brunettes: uhhh. for guys?? brunettes or black hair 122. Boys/Girls with/without Facial Hair: hmm depends on the person 120. Night or Day: Night 119. Oranges or Apples: Oranges 118. Curly or Straight hair: Straight? -Here's What I Think About... - 116. Abortion? negative 115. Backstabbers? theres all kinds 110. School? I miss it -last time i...- 105. Took a Shower: Today 104. Talked on the phone: ABout 12 to Jessica 103. Kissed someone: Last night 101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: Felisha 100. Drove: Tonight 95. Grew: haha, long time ago * =( 91. I always ask: "What"? 90. The ditziest person I know is: Prolly Sam 89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: my madre or Melissa 88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with? your mom =) 87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: That Hell whole called Work 83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Hoodwinked 82. The thing I don’t understand is: why love hurts 80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: maybe 79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: they're easier to get along with than most girls .. 78. This week I am: going to work; 77. This Summer vacation I am: going to the beach with mom and Melissa...and then with Marsha and Renea 76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: not having to pay bills -The thing that I'm looking forward to the most about...- 73. Tomorrow: Nothing 72. Today: i uhhh went to work 71. Next Summer: idk; 70. Next Week: no clue. . 67. People calling me: idk. haha 66. The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: renea or Jessica 65. The person I had the longest relationship with: Ricky 64. The person I have been friends with the longest is: renea 62. The person who knows the most about me is: Renea 61. The person who can read me the best is: idk * 60. The most difficult thing to do is: To be told "it's over" 59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket? have 58. I have the following siblings: Samantha all the time; (Justin...Mallory right now) 57. My favorite people are: my friends . . & my family 56. My zodiac sign is: Capricorn 55. The first person I thought/think I was/am in love with was/is: (was/is)Ricky 53. The one person who can't hide things from me: no clue . . 52. the person I find myself spilling my guts to is: Renea 50. Right now I am talking to: no one 48. I have a job at: That HELL whole called Walmart 47. I have these pets: iguana..izzy 46. I wish I was: Skinny 45. The worst sound in the world is? nails on a chalkboard; annoying people 44. The person that makes me cry the most is/was: Ricky 43. The best shoulder to cry on is: a friends 41. I almost died when: idk; 39. My boy/girlfriend is: sleeping 34. My favorite state? Virginia 33. My favorite piece of clothing is: uh, flip flops, does that count??? 32. My favorite sport to play is: Softball 30. The last time I cried was: about; maybe over a month ago 29. What am wearing right now is: OCC shirt and pants; socks 28. The school I went/go to is: jjk 27. The last person I pissed off was: I guess Tyler 26. My worst drinking experience was: When I fell ove the hill into a briar patch 24. The last movie I watched was: Cold Mountain 22. The all-time best movie is: Love & Basketball; Dirty Dancing 21. The all-time best thing in the world is: =) 19. The most annoying thing ever is: when people ask questions over & over. . 17. I lose all respect for people who: lie/cheat 16. The movies I have cried at are: Soldiers Girl 11. The worst pain I was ever in was: When my heart was broken 10. My favorite phrases: "HOMIE" 9. My room is full of: clothes & covers & stuff. 8. My favorite celebrity is: Mariah Carey 7. My favorite cliché is?: hmm, idk 6. My downfall is?: I give in to easily 5. My weakness is?: something . . "edgy" 4. What turns me on is? uhh 3. I want this to end because? idk; 2. I filled out 200 questions because? I'm bored my mind 1. Was it fun?: sure; read (0) cmnt

[Wednesday February 22nd, 2006 4:04pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Shania Twain- from this moment on ] Beautifully stated: stolen from becca_04 -As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. -You will have your heart broken probably more than once & it's harder every time. -You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. -You'll fight with your best friend. -You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. -You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. -So take too many pictures -laugh way too much -& love like you've never been hurt -because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. I got this from Renea. Everyone fill this out cause i want to read your ansers. 1. What time did you get up this morning? At 8:30 2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds cause they are so pretty 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Ummm i watched Hoodwinked with Renea 4. What is your favorite TV show? CSI 5. What did you have for breakfast? Squeeze cheese and crackers 6. What is your middle name? Diane 7. What is your favorite meal? Lasagna(sp) 8. What foods do you dislike? Brocoli...(sp) 9. What is your favorite Potato chip? Doritos 10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? burnt cd 11. What kind of car do you drive? 1999 Pontiac Grand Am GT 12. Favorite alcoholic drink? Strawberry Daquari 13. What characteristics do you despise? I hate cocky people 14. Favorite Color? Pink 15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? The Carribeans or Cancun 16. What color is your bathroom? White 17. Favorite brand of clothing? American Eagle or Old Navy 18. Where would you want to retire to? Somewhere in the mountains 19. Favorite time of day? Evening or night time 20. Where were you born? St. Mary's Hospital in Norton, VA. 21. Favorite sport to watch? Football 22. Who do you least expect to leave you a comment? ??? 23. Person you expect to leave you one first? ummm 24. What type of detergent do you use? Tide but right now we are using Gain 25. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi 26. Morning person or night owl? Night Own 27. What size shoe do you wear? 6 1/2 to 7 28. Do you have pets? I did have a cat but he died :( 29. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with everyone? Not right now!30. What did you want to be when you were little? I believe a Vet maybe 31. Favorite Candy Bar? Dove 32. What is your best childhood memory? ummm...I would have to say playing in the cabin at mamaws...thinking we were going to hook up electricity down there 33. What are the different jobs you have had in your life? Family Dollar, Pizza Hut, & Walmart 34. What color underwear are you wearing? Pink 35. Nicknames: Segan, Megan doodle meggie doodle 36. Piercing? ears 37. Eye color? Brown 38. Ever been to Africa? No 39. Ever been toilet papered? No 40. Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes 41. Been in a car accident? when I was little 42. Croutons or bacon bits? Both 43. Favorite day of the week? when I'm off 44. Favorite restaurant? Garfield's 45. Favorite flower? Roses 46. Favorite ice cream? Choclate 47. Disney or Warner Brothers? Disney 48. Favorite fast food restaurant? Taco Bell 49. What color is your bedroom carpet? Green 50. How many times did you fail your driver's test? NONE 51. From whom did you get your last e- mail? Felisha 52. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Old Navy 53. What do you do most often when you are bored? Watch tv or sleep 54. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? Ahh i dunno 55. Last person you went to dinner with? Jessica 56. Ford or Chevy? Chevy 57. What are you listening to right now? Nothing right now 58. How many tattoos do you have? 1 on my back 59. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Good lord how am i suppose to know that question gives me a headache 60. Time you finished this e-mail? 4:32pm read (2) cmnt

[Wednesday February 15th, 2006 1:12am] I've re done my journal...and my info....go take a look! read (6) cmnt

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